ughh i hate math. esp emath. its so tedious with all the fractions and decimal pts and use of common sense without the aid of a calculator! major drainage of brain power. i've only done 19 questions in emath and my brain is ready to bust. how weak is that. no wonder i always do so badly for exams. cause i jes dont have that sustaining ability. i NEED NEED NEEEEED to have a greater concentration span.

i need to link my archives. but thing is.. i dont even KNOW if i have an archive page? i have no energy to discuss issues today. i know i said one issue a day. and yesterday i forgot and well today.. lets not even think about it. my brain is in shutdown mode.

came home after school today. realised its been a long long time since i came home straight after school. usually i go for tuition after school or there's training or whatever but ever since training stopped i seem to have more go-home-after-school days to spare. well.. thats obvious right so why did i even bother mentioning it.

so i ate, came home, and napped. i love napping. there's a greater feeling of fulfillment in napping as compared to sleeping at night. i suppose that feeling derives from both a subconscious and physical level. physical because most of us stay up late to read/study/talk/go online etcetc so the next day we're so zonked we jes have to succumb to a good nap and it feels great cause we feed our tiredness and fall asleep almost immediately. subconscious because we are defying the rules. well sorta.. u know sleep when its night, wake when its day. and its jes that rebellious, wild streak in us. we know biologically that we shouldnt be sleeping in the day, but derive so much pleasure in doing so because its forbidden. which also explains why there are so many nightbirds that stay up in the wee hours of the night/early hours of the day(?!?). its that subconscious level of our mentality.

and yesyes.. u might say "oh but i feel tired in the day so i nap so i sleep late whaaat!" but well.. its a vicious cyle (ps why's it called vicious? unless im spelling it wrong.. ermm? clue me in please thanks). but have u ever had that feeling.. u've had a long day.. ur tired.. but u cant sleep at night? or u take some time to fall asleep? like i said its that rebellious streak. and have u noticed when u nap u fall asleep almost immediately and ur even oblivious to the humming of the radio/tv/construction next door etcetc! so u see.. the reason why derive so much more pleasure from napping is both physical tiredness and the urge to defy the biological clock in you at SUBCONSCIOUS level (thats to explain why u dont even notice it.. but being lame old me.. i do :D)

haha i know i said i wouldnt discuss issues but well i did. on napping. how useless. but well hope u enjoyed that haha! chinese olevel results are most likely tmr. heard a1 is pushed to an 80. im screwed. if i dont get an a2 my genius mother will make me retake cause she believes i have some hidden talent in chinese jes waiting to emerge. which is crap i tell u. in p6 3 ppl in the cohorde got pass for higher chinese and i was one of them. pathetiic. but she thinks as a primary sch higher chinese student my chinese HAS to be good. someone please tell her that was in primary school!!!! and i was in mgs primary. our chinese wasnt that fantastic.

ok last bit of the day.. i've decided my english totally, absolutely suckkks. i have no idea what a gazillion words mean, i lack vocab, i lack spice i lack wit i lack.. well ok to tell the truth the only reason why i got a blog was so i could smoothen my writing. which is why i dicuss all these useless issues. so to get me started, in preparation for the olevels and my self-improvement, i shall learn a new word each day and learn how to use it.

word for the day: otiose adj serving no practical purpose.
use of word of the day: this blog of mine is an otiose measure to liven up my boring day.

hope i used that right. correct me if im wrong. thats all for the day :)