today is an incredibly wet and rainy day.
i think it only stopped raining enough for me to walk over to gab's house and before i knew it, the skies were pouring rain again.
today's mahjong session was a complete washout.
the only people from the pongpongpongs who were there were me and gab.
eric can't be blamed cause he's in msia, but ohwell :|

then we were supposed to take karen adam keith and azad under our tutelage but it was a complete washout as well. i think when i go to gab's house later, i'd wanna jam :)
gab has a really really good acoustic or plugin or whatever you call it. haha i actually sound pretty good when i play it! i guess its cause its really easy to barr and it sounds nice.
ohwell i wouldnt know cause i'm no guitar pro but it actually feels good when we jam! haha cause azad is pretty good and so's gab so i'll just strum or pluck some crap and they do all the fill ins, and it sounds pretty damn good!
to my ears at least:) which don't particuarly count in anyone's eyes, but to me, they count pretty much.

anyway, just as i promised, i have to write a tribute to eric.
he's leaving tomorrow :(

anyway, here's to eric chang kuang fu, the bestest friend in the whole wide world.

dear eric,

thank you SO MUCH for being the bestest pal. i know we don't always see eye to eye, and we always fight, but i'm glad that at the end of it, you and i always understand each other's good intentions which sparked off the fight because well, we're bestbuddies:)

anyway, i'll never forget the way you've stood by me, through my tantrums, insecurities and everything good and bad, cause well yes, like you said, i am a rather difficult person and thanks for tolerating (most of the time anyway) it.

you always make me feel better about myself whenever i'm sad, although you can get mighty blunt sometimes and end up not making me feel better, but well, we are frank people so i forgive you.

and basically being the best buddy in the whole world.
for making me less bored during boring movies by talking, for walking me home from gab's house cause i don't dare walk by myself, for buying me lunch/movies whatsoever, for staying up til 12345 talking to me, being the GREATEST PONGPONGPONG TREASURER, and for ponging with me, and i could go on, and just being the one i can pour out everything to.

in a way, i think you made me clearer of who i am and what i stand for. although i don't agree with all the things you do and don't appear as though you're listening, i know you do, and you're taking it all into consideration, and for that i THANK YOU VERY MUCH, cause my opinion feels valued. ha ha ha.

anyway bestfriend, if ur reading this, remember to cry okay?
haha just kidding lar.
pongster chang, you are the best you hear??!
and don't let anyone/anything in aussie get you down, because inside, you are one terrific person and if you have no friends (im sure you will) there, just remember, you have tons of them back here in spore/truly asia and to hell with those people. but anyway, i'm sure you'll have friends cause my bestfriend DAMN COOL LAR! haha.
miss us badly, but not too badly, cause i want you to have a good time there.
we'll miss you badly, but not too badly, cause we want to actually live on.
haha but anyway, just don't forget me, i won't forget you, be good and i'll be good too, and call often, mail often, come back often blahblahblah.

okay anyway. loveya bestfriend you take care i'll see you tmr. and it wont be the last time.
actually, i think most of this is going into the letter i'm writing you.. so if you seem to see it twice, its probably cause i lack inspiration.
haha.