i am stuck alone in singapore without my friends.
or at least without majority of my friends.
thank goodness for some of them, but they're all irreplaceable.

it is really very annoying to have a million things running through your head that is dying to come out but when you're actually seated down, keyboard under fingertips, the thoughts seem to have rolled into an incomprehensible bundle.
it makes me feel vaguely inadequate, like i can't even express myself properly.

so anyway, after a really lousy training session, i went home and cooked myself instant noodles and watched my new vcd.
not drama serial, but movie.
as much as i love and breathe tv, i think it's extremely unhealthy.
it breeds unrealistic notions.
but it was a good show :)

and somehow this whole topic of tv reminded me about a little argument/discussion i had a while back with my mother about my genius RI gepper cousin who DOESN'T WATCH TV AT ALL.
and i kept insisting that he may be super clever but there's no way he'd be able to survive next time without watching TV!
and my mother tried fishing out other alternatives like.. but he reads the newspaper.. he reads encyclopedias.. he always researches.. like OKAY.
i'm abit too tired to go into my reasons as to why TV (and i don't mean just documentaries and CNN) is an invaluable source of information and medium of education, partly because i fear they may sound too err.. well you know.
but okay, this is very out of point.

i am feeling hungry.
for once, my house has nothing to eat.