things i did today
- WAS EXCUSED FROM SCHOOOOOOL! i was so so so happy :) perks of being an ogl
- i dota-ed for the first time ever. it's not a lifechanging experience like they say. but i had fun :) even though i am SUPER lousy.
- i had training. quite a slack one but somehow i felt it set the tone right.
- ate yami yogurt (it seems like such an ogl thing to do)
- arts fac meeting (nothing much to say about this one)

somehow i can't figure if things are going well or not.
by right i know it should be, but there's something i can't quite put my finger on. or maybe i'm just not facing up to it.
anyway, it's rather bittersweet and the perimeters of my life just seem to be rearranging themselves.

anyway the zaogeng staircase is VERY VERY scary.
going up is a chore because i keep having to hold my skirt down.
going down is a chore because i have to cling onto the railings with both hands and walk down sideways (the stairs are very steep).
thoughts of falling down, unglamorous spreadeagle positions, broken legs/arms/back keep running through my head whenever i troop up and down the steps.

ohwell school officially begins tomorrow.