i hate scorching glaring stifling humid-degree-soaring days.
with little showers gracing us with their presence intermittenly.
it settles into that neither here nor there region and my body runs hot and cold along with it.
and i'm sick enough to begin with.
 
minus the weather, today wasn't all that bad.
girly chitchats with the AA1 girls plus yapper about jocks and non-jocks during math lect were hilarious and playing Q&A with shuch during econs lect is rather fun too although on a sidenote, i really ought to start taking down notes during lectures.
 
and i got my lit back! a D :)
can't say i'm delighted but it's pretty comforting knowing i passed.
and GP test today wasn't too hard but being a slowpoke like i usually am i didnt get to finish it.
i must let mich influence me more cause when it comes to GP tests and essays, mich is THE MAN! or err.. WOMAN!
the way she writes speedily and neatly (her fast rushed handwriting is neater than my slow one) and finishes tests in a FLASH is something i ought to learn.
 
ohwell.
life's getting mundane.
uneventful in a very eventful way.
i still remember those days when life was just buzzing with activity.
it didn't seem like much, but it seemed to be a whole lot of fun and my life was just full of things to do.
 
like in sectwo, when i was CRAZY about training and participating in nationals for the first time, training seemed to be full of things new and refreshing.
and there was this vast room for improvement and the novelty of squash which pushed me to train harder and harder.
and also the excitement of getting a cellphone and having people message you every minute or so and including you in their life, making you feel like a vital part of their lives.
the way i woke up every morning to see a message on my phone and the way i'd have a message to tell me goodnight before i slept.
and there was also all the late night phone chats where i'd yak away on the phone til the wee hours in the morning and school and homework just didn't seem to matter and the grades weren't too bad.
 
now, training seems to be another load on top of homework and the long hours of school.
and the fact that i've deproved considerably doesn't seem to be any more encouraging because everytime i hit a shot i'd think "i didn't used to hit like that."
and now i'm always too lazy to message someone for fun and in return no one messages me for fun.
and everytime my phone beeps, i just KNOW that it's either someone asking about what time is this that, when's training, or information about one thing or another.
and i can't even be bothered to call anyone too because whatever free time i have i seem to like to spend it alone.
and school and grades seem to matter a whole lot more now and come a lot less easily too.
 
and why on earth am i spilling out my sad boring life in this awful manner.
i must be losing my marbles.
because truthfully, i'm just making myself sound sadder than i am.
life really isn't too bad :)