I AM SO HORRIBLY UPSET.
so upset i think i actually went a bit mad and sat on the kitchen floor and cried.
knowing that what you've been anticipating is practically crumbling in your hand because your stupid fingers are too fat.
i meant that metaphorically.
what i actually mean is that because of my STUPID GOLDFISH MEMORY and my careless tongue, i'd advocated something that's irrevocable.

what am i talking about?

I CAN'T GO FOR THE JAY CHOU CONCERT ANYMORE!! :(

just because i told my mother i'm free on the 21st of November to 1st of December.
so she booked air tickets for us to go to US.
me and my stupid mouth.

this is in memory of the jay chou concert that i can't go for.

because that's how i imagine it would be like.