i think i need a new brain.
yesterday, i very conveniently misplaced ALL MY LIT BOOKS (think 2004's notes, quotes. and the new lit books weren't mine they were weikong's. and the massive amount of money i'd have to fork out for new ones) and sent myself in a flurry.
thank goodness someone found them and deposited them in the lost and found counter.
so today, i spent $4 on foolscap and notebooks and LOST THEM! without even flipping a page.
and wasting $4 on something i haven't even used makes my heart ache.
so that led me to think of the numerous items i have lost in acjc and never recovered.
1. my favourite school skirt
2. my sweaty nike shorts after pe (why would anyone steal a sweaty pair of shorts I HAVE NO IDEA. i couldn't find them in the lost and found)
3. four pairs of spectacles.
and what seriously puzzles me is WHY NOBODY WOULD PUT THE SPECS IN THE LOST AND FOUND!
i need to be less scatter-brained.
anyway school feels very strange when its swarming with j1s (now i know how the j3s feel) and the teachers treating you differently.
and the thought of the short and incredibly packed year looming ahead of me, it is very unnerving indeed.
especially when i am one math tutorial behind and one econs lecture behind.
and i'm not exactly the quickest learner around; my math is horribly slow and i have to read the econs notes manyMANYmany times before i actually understand, and even after reading it on my own, i don't necessarily understand it.
and the teachers just seem so foreign.
i miss jamie tan so baaaadly.
i think 1AA1 '04 was given a lot of freedom with the incessant noise, late mcs and parent's letters, and relaxed classroom atmosphere.
now in 2AA1, i feel as though i'm given a reality check everytime i talk or am relaxed.
i am on my TOES.
the only thing that seems vaguely the same is pe (this I LIKEE) and econs and perhaps math.
and i miss NL 13.
NL 3 is small, cramped, cold, distracting and rickety.
sometimes i think if i stomp too hard, the whole thing will collapse.
and our class doesn't have the air-con remote control so we're stuck in that freezing room.
and the windows are SO BIG.
the only thing that cheers me up is the massive spongebob left behind by the previous class and the mirrors which say "U R BEAUTIFUL" on them heh heh.
this is one post filled with complaints.
URGH.
i want to join recreational pingpong.
yesterday, i very conveniently misplaced ALL MY LIT BOOKS (think 2004's notes, quotes. and the new lit books weren't mine they were weikong's. and the massive amount of money i'd have to fork out for new ones) and sent myself in a flurry.
thank goodness someone found them and deposited them in the lost and found counter.
so today, i spent $4 on foolscap and notebooks and LOST THEM! without even flipping a page.
and wasting $4 on something i haven't even used makes my heart ache.
so that led me to think of the numerous items i have lost in acjc and never recovered.
1. my favourite school skirt
2. my sweaty nike shorts after pe (why would anyone steal a sweaty pair of shorts I HAVE NO IDEA. i couldn't find them in the lost and found)
3. four pairs of spectacles.
and what seriously puzzles me is WHY NOBODY WOULD PUT THE SPECS IN THE LOST AND FOUND!
i need to be less scatter-brained.
anyway school feels very strange when its swarming with j1s (now i know how the j3s feel) and the teachers treating you differently.
and the thought of the short and incredibly packed year looming ahead of me, it is very unnerving indeed.
especially when i am one math tutorial behind and one econs lecture behind.
and i'm not exactly the quickest learner around; my math is horribly slow and i have to read the econs notes manyMANYmany times before i actually understand, and even after reading it on my own, i don't necessarily understand it.
and the teachers just seem so foreign.
i miss jamie tan so baaaadly.
i think 1AA1 '04 was given a lot of freedom with the incessant noise, late mcs and parent's letters, and relaxed classroom atmosphere.
now in 2AA1, i feel as though i'm given a reality check everytime i talk or am relaxed.
i am on my TOES.
the only thing that seems vaguely the same is pe (this I LIKEE) and econs and perhaps math.
and i miss NL 13.
NL 3 is small, cramped, cold, distracting and rickety.
sometimes i think if i stomp too hard, the whole thing will collapse.
and our class doesn't have the air-con remote control so we're stuck in that freezing room.
and the windows are SO BIG.
the only thing that cheers me up is the massive spongebob left behind by the previous class and the mirrors which say "U R BEAUTIFUL" on them heh heh.
this is one post filled with complaints.
URGH.
i want to join recreational pingpong.
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