i hate feeling stupid and stupid is what i've been feeling ALOT lately.
hmm.
in fact i feel stupider as the years go by.
is there even such a word?????!!
see, i doubt myself now.
a year older, a year wiser.
WRONG, i say.

i miss the days when i used to go to the top class (primary school!) and feel highly intelligent.
zZzz.

anyway my attempts at being hardworking have been clamped down by my inability to express myself.
picked out the question i wanted to do for gp (RJC question. i over-estimate myself), thought long and hard about it, got excited about it, picked up my pen and err.. stopped.

so i decided i'd been hardworking enough by deliberating the gp question in my head and I EVEN JOTTED DOWN POINTS!!!!

good grief, what a useless post.
zZzzz.