last night, i woke up thinking that it was 5 something am and waited for my alarm clock to ring at 6.
but then, i waited.. and waited.. and waited!
and so i picked up my phone to check the time and it was 4am!
i seriously almost died.
so i spent three arduous hours awake and thinking ludicrous thoughts that ought to be shot.

and school today was pretty good despite me feeling distinctly grumpy almost during the entire academic day.
especially during econs when the aircon decided to freeze up the whole room and i couldn't stop shivering!
even with mich's dirty ratty sweater on the entire day, i still felt cold after standing in the stuffy sun.

but i cheered up somewhat during gp when nigel decided to show off his computer art skills under the pretext of cheering me up.
and after that he very conveniently put up the picture as the desktop's wallpaper.
i warned him repeatedly, nigel, delete it before gp okay!
and when the gp bell rang i reminded him again and he just shut the computer down!

i think today is the most exercise i've done in a while.
played squash today with mich rage nigel al mus ewen benwai rens zach and jae.
nigel is my worthiest opponent.
he took one set off me and by the second set i was seriously zapped of breath, in desperate need for water.

and then later on, zach and i made a dash across the road (i'm scared of jaywalking, but today i jayran) followed by a dash for the bus and it was quite funny to see zach waving both my squash rackets trying to flag the bus down.
and we had quite a nice little chat so that was pretty nice :)

and it was awfully nice meeting up with jae today.

oh yes, i must mention how i've gotten everyone (ok not everyone, only Al) hooked onto my cellphone game!
i was playing it during math and soozie kept screeching at me to be an interactive seatbuddy and stop playing with my phone.
and after that nobody wanted to be my seatbuddy cos they said i was so uninteractive, only interacting with my phone.
and i offered to teach them the game cos it's just so darn addictive.
and after i taught al, he wouldn't stop hogging my phone.

and on the busride home today (oh yes, i must mention that i got lost cos i was too busy playing my game), i was just thinking about some things.
and even though one big thing tripped me up, i suddenly took a pause to look at the other aspects of my life and i realised just how blessed i am.
i've got a great family, we're really close now and i've learnt to understand my parents so much better.
schoolwork isn't going badly (except math) and i'm quite happy with the way my academics are going.
i've got really great friends who i know will be there for me and have stuck by me.
so thinking about it, i'm feeling really blessed now
and even though something like that tripped me up and it got me so down because it felt like i'd lost such a big part of my life, i've taken a step back, shrunk the importance of what i've lost and its made me realise just how blessed i really am :)

and there's nothing God won't heal :)