what am i doing online at this unearthly hour? sigh.. can't sleep. very very strange, considering i only napped for two hrs this afternoon which is alright compared to my usual dosage of four hours. but here i am with my eyes wide open, mind up and ticking and well.. fingers err exercising :) in approximately 3 hours.. i have to get up and go to school for miss goh's question and answer remedial.
gaaah! yesterday (well it is close to 4 in the morn) was another wasted day. i managed to do one chap of ss.. two of egeog and i did organic chem except for macromolecules. yes.. and i spent my non studying hours of the afternoon watching bend it like beckham and sleeping.
talking about my day is boring. what exactly is the reason for blogging? at a subconscious level i think i like to write what i've done so i can feel accomplished/proud/dejected/blahblah but when i actually read it.. or read other's.. its just dead boring. i mean at a certain level its interesting and different, but yet ultimately, its mundane and ordinary and atypical. well of course at this point of time.. our blogs are basically a competition (??) of how much work we've done. or perhaps its a guilt-o-meter. like oh-look-she's-done-heaps-i'd-better-start-slogging kinda thing.
so back to my question.. what is the reason for blogging? hmm.. a medium for lame people like me to voice out issues? a dartboard for people to hurl views/insults/judgements on me? (when i say that.. i mean i writing smth and people who pass judgement thru the guestbook or smth) or simply a mean for release? i dont know.. all i know is.. i like typing :) oh and well.. err talking. basically.. i think i prefer typing to talking. there's so much more you can say when you type. you can pause, think, and gather your thoughts. but talking.. its hard. people chemistry is very important when it comes to talking.. but yet typing chemistry (err..) is somehow easier to cultivate?
i am spouting nonsense now.. yesyes i know!! it must be lack of sleep. but you know what? i'm not tired yett! yes and i like typing. in primary 4 i told my mother i would be an excellent secretary cos i could type so fast.. 85wordsperminute mummy! almost all correct! imagine.. a ten year old actually telling her mother THAT! goshh.. it embarrasses me just thinking about it. speaking about typing.. im making my sister learn the proper way of typing. cause im really quite worried that she cant find a job plainly cause she types with two fingers?!?! i mean.. how can people hire her seeing her rate of productivity typing with TWO fingers?! and she has to constantly refer to the keyboard to find her letters. what will happen to her?! esp in a society where its all about increased rates of productivity.. efficiency.. aghhh! it must be overdose of social studies and egeog i tell youuu! all the stupid production costs thingieees rolling round in my brain.
ohwell.. maybe i shud get some sleep now. after all.. i have to see miss goh.. in.. four hours. how wonderful..
gaaah! yesterday (well it is close to 4 in the morn) was another wasted day. i managed to do one chap of ss.. two of egeog and i did organic chem except for macromolecules. yes.. and i spent my non studying hours of the afternoon watching bend it like beckham and sleeping.
talking about my day is boring. what exactly is the reason for blogging? at a subconscious level i think i like to write what i've done so i can feel accomplished/proud/dejected/blahblah but when i actually read it.. or read other's.. its just dead boring. i mean at a certain level its interesting and different, but yet ultimately, its mundane and ordinary and atypical. well of course at this point of time.. our blogs are basically a competition (??) of how much work we've done. or perhaps its a guilt-o-meter. like oh-look-she's-done-heaps-i'd-better-start-slogging kinda thing.
so back to my question.. what is the reason for blogging? hmm.. a medium for lame people like me to voice out issues? a dartboard for people to hurl views/insults/judgements on me? (when i say that.. i mean i writing smth and people who pass judgement thru the guestbook or smth) or simply a mean for release? i dont know.. all i know is.. i like typing :) oh and well.. err talking. basically.. i think i prefer typing to talking. there's so much more you can say when you type. you can pause, think, and gather your thoughts. but talking.. its hard. people chemistry is very important when it comes to talking.. but yet typing chemistry (err..) is somehow easier to cultivate?
i am spouting nonsense now.. yesyes i know!! it must be lack of sleep. but you know what? i'm not tired yett! yes and i like typing. in primary 4 i told my mother i would be an excellent secretary cos i could type so fast.. 85wordsperminute mummy! almost all correct! imagine.. a ten year old actually telling her mother THAT! goshh.. it embarrasses me just thinking about it. speaking about typing.. im making my sister learn the proper way of typing. cause im really quite worried that she cant find a job plainly cause she types with two fingers?!?! i mean.. how can people hire her seeing her rate of productivity typing with TWO fingers?! and she has to constantly refer to the keyboard to find her letters. what will happen to her?! esp in a society where its all about increased rates of productivity.. efficiency.. aghhh! it must be overdose of social studies and egeog i tell youuu! all the stupid production costs thingieees rolling round in my brain.
ohwell.. maybe i shud get some sleep now. after all.. i have to see miss goh.. in.. four hours. how wonderful..
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