ruined plan. i had lunch today. in preparation for my supposedly lunch-less day, i had a large recess. however when school ended.. i had an apple. that was all i intended to have. then i trooped over to coro to photocopy my chem stuff and the lady said it would take halfanhour so during that halfanhour i bought a chicken burger and fries and ARGHH!!
i realised my math is very bad. i do my tuition homework but yet my math is bad. help. i need an a1 for math SO BAD. heard that lit prelim papers arent gonna be easy. and my lit grades are always hovering around a low a1 high a2 and i've even dropped to as low as a b3 before! chem.. *gulp*.. gotta buckerrrup! and physics.. errwell.. that i shall not even think about. but hmm heard prac and mcq isnt gonna be all that difficult so maybe i'd better practise and study so i can get a presentable grade and it MIGHT just save me. and english i've just GOT to do well! i did alright for oral prelims.. not as well as i'd like to do but not too bad? so i need an excellent essay and compre grade. why do grades have to be so IMPORTANT?!?!?!?!
hmm. on a lighter note.. vol35 for hana yori dango is out!! i cant wait to pop by kino and snag my copy! wheeee!
ok i sound like a total moron. argh. must be stress. yes. but well today i'm in a much much better mood than say.. the last two days. hmm lets just say i've got some things cleared up in my head and i now know who's in control of my life. and that's God. i believe He'll guide me through these prelims/olevels, 2weeks of SIS (super intensive study.. borrowed that from eric. heh) and yes. so the paragraph on worrying about my grades is now void. haha.. yes. i guess its alright to grouse and gripe on these little things to kick our behinds and get us going. but no.. i dont really mean REAL REAL worrying. uhh.. i dont make much sense do i? well nevermind.. i'm a little high. must be the chicken burger and fries.
mrs cheng told fiona, christine and me today, that we should really start carving and picking our character types for our essays. to have a vague model of what our character, our human element is gonna be like in our essays. i havent really picked anyone yet.. but i guess if i had to, i'll pick my mother. she's one colourful character. yes.. i cant explain it. she makes me mad, she makes me sad, she makes me glad. haha. good rhyming eh? allright that was lame.. but u get my drift. she's the only one who creates such a maelstrom of emotions in me. and my father too i guess. he's quite a character too. not quite as colourful as my mother (who has so many aspects of her it drives me nuts), but he has a more solid personality although he does surprise me quite abit. haha. i'd say my sister is a pretty good example too. but.. maybe they're just easy to write about because i KNOW them. fiona has planned hers too. hers are rather well planned. haha.. she chose _____ and ______ and ______ and ______. no names mentioned but we all know who :D
weeell. okay here's a little encouragement here. its a little chunky.. but yeaps. one of my favourite verses.
Matthew 6:31-31 "So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagains run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
yup so even with all the exams and troubles coming up.. dont worry! God will take care of them. well like i said.. Do your best and God will do the rest. cliched.. but true :)
i realised my math is very bad. i do my tuition homework but yet my math is bad. help. i need an a1 for math SO BAD. heard that lit prelim papers arent gonna be easy. and my lit grades are always hovering around a low a1 high a2 and i've even dropped to as low as a b3 before! chem.. *gulp*.. gotta buckerrrup! and physics.. errwell.. that i shall not even think about. but hmm heard prac and mcq isnt gonna be all that difficult so maybe i'd better practise and study so i can get a presentable grade and it MIGHT just save me. and english i've just GOT to do well! i did alright for oral prelims.. not as well as i'd like to do but not too bad? so i need an excellent essay and compre grade. why do grades have to be so IMPORTANT?!?!?!?!
hmm. on a lighter note.. vol35 for hana yori dango is out!! i cant wait to pop by kino and snag my copy! wheeee!
ok i sound like a total moron. argh. must be stress. yes. but well today i'm in a much much better mood than say.. the last two days. hmm lets just say i've got some things cleared up in my head and i now know who's in control of my life. and that's God. i believe He'll guide me through these prelims/olevels, 2weeks of SIS (super intensive study.. borrowed that from eric. heh) and yes. so the paragraph on worrying about my grades is now void. haha.. yes. i guess its alright to grouse and gripe on these little things to kick our behinds and get us going. but no.. i dont really mean REAL REAL worrying. uhh.. i dont make much sense do i? well nevermind.. i'm a little high. must be the chicken burger and fries.
mrs cheng told fiona, christine and me today, that we should really start carving and picking our character types for our essays. to have a vague model of what our character, our human element is gonna be like in our essays. i havent really picked anyone yet.. but i guess if i had to, i'll pick my mother. she's one colourful character. yes.. i cant explain it. she makes me mad, she makes me sad, she makes me glad. haha. good rhyming eh? allright that was lame.. but u get my drift. she's the only one who creates such a maelstrom of emotions in me. and my father too i guess. he's quite a character too. not quite as colourful as my mother (who has so many aspects of her it drives me nuts), but he has a more solid personality although he does surprise me quite abit. haha. i'd say my sister is a pretty good example too. but.. maybe they're just easy to write about because i KNOW them. fiona has planned hers too. hers are rather well planned. haha.. she chose _____ and ______ and ______ and ______. no names mentioned but we all know who :D
weeell. okay here's a little encouragement here. its a little chunky.. but yeaps. one of my favourite verses.
Matthew 6:31-31 "So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagains run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
yup so even with all the exams and troubles coming up.. dont worry! God will take care of them. well like i said.. Do your best and God will do the rest. cliched.. but true :)
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