isolation and separation - the essence of loneliness and emptiness.
these two come hand in hand or are mutually exclusive in their own private ways, but the effect of both is still the same. it is like standing outside a window and staring in. how everything seems oddly familiar but yet it's so foreign, plainly because your part isn't inside. and the feeling is heightened to a greater degree, to see someone you know knock on the door and enter, or perhaps just barge in, while you are standing outside.

the element of competitiveness, of jealousy is so evident.
it is possible to feel extremely lonely or empty when isolated or separated from people. but i don't believe this feeling can be truly felt unless there's an external factor.
the externality to bring upon the green eyed monsters that hover at the back of our brains and eat us on the inside, leaving us with nothing but an empty shell of ourselves.

so, isolation and separation.
that is indeed how i feel i am.
lonely and empty.
that is what i am.
right now.

BUT, i won't be soon.
it's just a passing phase :)

by the way frinn: if i don't know you, why do you know me?