Saturday, March 26, 2005

i think the best kind of days are those that take you by surprise.
i thought yesterday would be the worst kind of day, with all kinds of goodies planned but too many of them til you don't wish to have any of them.
but the negative bits of it disappeared and i ended up with a pretty nice time.

church was quite good.
what on earth are you doing?
that is true, something i've asked myself constantly.
i haven't come up with any answers yet.
even right now, perhaps more so, more vehemently, i'm asking myself WHAT ARE YOU DOOOOOOOOOING!

lunch with the small group followed by a little bit of shopping on my own which always makes me happy and takes my mind off things.

and spongebob.. I HAVE NO COMMENTS.
it wasn't bad, but it certainly wasn't good.
i feels like $8.50 has just flown away. :(

and then i wasn't intending to shop anymore (i purposely didn't bring a lot of money out) but then laura said oh let's check out the missy b bag sale.
so i went oh okay.
and in the end i came out with two bags :/

and dinner at marche was really good. thanks jamie!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE CHEE HOI YEN OUR CUTE AND SEXY AAGIRL! (ps her birthday was on the 24th not 26th).
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TURRRRTLE OUR FAVOURITE HONARARY AAGIRL! (ps his birthday is on the 24th too)

i think this year is another year of change.
i made some pretty fast friends (AAGIRLS!) and i'm really more grateful than you can imagine.
it seems pretty queer how we all weren't very close or didn't know each other at all in secondary school, but just about a year together, and i regard them as one of my closest friends.

i guess in some ways they will never understand you the way old friends do.
but the way they understand you for your new self, the changes that the years have brought along with you, is the best relief of all.
it's no holds barred understanding.

ohwell, there's this feeling of dejavu all around now.
i've felt this all before, i've been through this before.
and it doesn't make me any more knowledgeable or anymore adept at handling the situation.
the only thing it has done is make me hope and pray that it won't end up like it did before.

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