rainy days make my bones ache and nose/throat clog up.
actually my nose/throat clogs up all the time.
i must force my mother to let me get it checked.
she absolutely refuses to.
and it's severely getting to me for i am in a permanent state of breathlessness and sniffling and spitting.
very inconvenient and uncomfortable.

today felt like a short relaxed day stretched and pulled very very slowly.
so it didn't feel short or very relaxing.
i was itching to go home and sleep.

but then, i like school.
because jamie's ipod has alot of nice oldies, the aagirls make me laugh, the aaboys make me laugh and i like lit and tan cc.

just a thought: to be consumed by bitterness, i think it's quite pathetic and pitiful.
i know it's a very d-uh statement but i think i'm seeing it with my very own eyes now.
i can't decide how i feel about it.
very disgusted but sympathetic at the same time.
not a good combination.

i have alot of gp to do.
but i'm feeling very distracted and unsettled.

anyway..

nationals coming in three days!
i can't decide if i'm excited or not.

maybe on the 13th i will be.