do you know..

that i have wasted my entire day internet window shopping and sleeping?!
zZz.

i am apalled and upset by my ill-discipline :(

and my parents called this morning!
sounds as though they're having whale of a time.
and i quote this from my father, "It seems within the last three days we have seen more of seattle than jiejie has seen in her last three years."
hahaha!
that seriously cracked me up.
and i quote from my sister with a tinge of unhappiness,"Err, we haven't been shopping yet. We've been going around so much all i wanna do is sleep. Maybe when we come back from Ohio.."
that's like another one week!
i have a very bad feeling that the shopping list i drew out for my sister wouldn't be fulfilled :(
let's just pray for wrong hunches.

and also, do you know..

that the ZOOLYMPIX training time has been changed from 10 to 8.45am!
what kind of early, insane, unearthly time is that for zoo training!
and plus, our attire is jeans (think HOT!!! not the sexy kind, the i-am-sweating-profusely kind), white tshirt and covered shoes.
seriously, who wears jeans to the zoo?!
:(

whenever i think about rewinding time, i can't decide how far back i want to rewind it.
because both were wonderful in their own way, but it doesn't seem possible to have one with the other anymore.

and right now there are so many things that need repairing but then i don't really know how to repair them.
initially when the barrier of your pain seemed so great, nothing seems to be within reach.
but now that i've crossed that very first barrier and everything seems brighter and easier to fix, they don't seem to want to be fixed.

i really hope time repairs them all soon.
because no matter how strong i've grown and how content i've learnt to be, there'll always be a tiny hole in my life without it.