it's been a pretty good week, let me do a quick recap.

Friday
- free period was spent doing crazy things with Rage, Jame and Sue's lunch. oh yes and spongebob.
- i didn't finish Prince's essay! so so dead.
- had a good chat with Nigel who really opened my eyes
- FINALLY MET UP WITH LIZ, CHERYL AND STELLA! :) whenever i'm with them, i laugh so hard my stomach constricts and i think i'm gonna snort out water.

Saturday
- spoke to my sister over the phone for THREE HOURS! i miss her so so much :(
- watched The Jacket with Sue Rage Laura and Jame. it was really good.
- squash bbq at ting's house.
the boys were so nice, they did all the cooking the whole night and the girls didn't do a thing.
and tingwen is so cunning. she mixed drinks and put them in a cooler and me it was a softdrink mix and i kept telling her i could taste alcohol and she kept denying it.
so after three cups when i got all red and flushed, I KNEW IT.
played abit of mahjong and tried to teach some of them how to play it.
i'm very proud of my tutee fongchi! she gamed on her own after i taught her! :)
and the boys spent the whole night watching soccer.

and today was mass shopping day with the family after church.
i think shopping is bad.
i get such a high from shopping and i keep wanting to buy, but after i've bought it, when i'm home and i stare at my purchases, i ask myself DO I REALLY NEED/WANT THIS?
and i feel so so bad.

i think i'm writing progressively worse and worse.
and i miss my sister SOOOOO much.
i think it's funny how even though we're 5years apart we're so close.
and even when i was a wee primaryfiver my sister would confide in me and listen to my primaryfive advice.
and she really valued it.
and now that we're older and levelling up on maturity, i realised just how important she is to me.

i think my sister has a huge role in shaping who i am today.
she was the one who taught me how to be polite over the phone, how to eat noodles without biting the strands off and how to carry myself.
and she made me a stronger person through her weaknesses.
and she's always been there to comfort me and i've always tried to be there to comfort her.

and we always have fun bumming at home together watching tv and screaming at each other.
and how we'd always sleep in each other's rooms and talk til really late.
and we'd also rush in and out of each other's rooms trying on each other's clothes and creating different combinations and bemoaning how i'm so fat/she's so skinny.
and we'd cook supper for each other and go shopping together and fight over who washes the dishes.

for a while i really enjoyed the privacy when she went away, because i felt i could be my own person.
but then now, i really wish she was back.
because she's very much a part of who i am, despite us being so different, and i don't think i can imagine life without her.
ARGHHH.
i miss her like crap.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS!
we've been friends since primary school and you've been a friend of the truest kind :) we don't have to talk very often but whenever we do, there aren't any weird gaps and i can always tell you everything. even though you talk so loudly and shrilly and never let me touch your food, i still love you all the same <3

ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL!
and my parents are leaving on friday for threeandahalf weeks.
i sure wish i could be there for my sister's graduation ceremony :(
and shopppppping.
speaking of which, i need to write out a list for my sister so she can get me stuff.

and.. prelims in TWO AND A HALF MONTHS!
i have a year and a half worth of math to squeeze into two and a half months.
i realised everytime exams are near, i have this fervent need to countdown.

and it begins.. 1st june.