"Heh.. I'll misss her, although honestlyshe's the sort that no matterrr how far she is she will always spare a thought for you so losing touch with someone like Stella is practically not possible. Hee
" - quoted from soozie :)

stella, i will really miss you when you're gone.
8 years of friendship and since those wee primary5/6 days you've always been like an older sister to me.
err, albeit a VERY noisy and childish-ACTING older sister (i say childish-ACTING cos you're not that childish just that you like to act childish).
and even through the secondary squash days you've always been watching out for me.
and i think i've genuinely come to appreciate you and the little things you've done for me ever since i came into jc.
and i really thank you for calling me on a particular day in 2005 during squash season asking me if i wanted you to pray for me.
you were God's way of bringing comfort to me, and it really really meant alot to me :)

i think i'd better cut down on my food intake.
thanks to my proclaimation a couple of days/weeks(?) ago about eating like a pig and continually losing weight, i thought it meant i could happily gorge all the food i wanted at any time and not put on weight.
anyway, i am suffering from the result of my wonky thought process.
like a blob of lard i feel, because i haven't been able to stop eating even when i'm terribly full :(

the weekend in point form :)

- lunch at hollandv coffeeclub with Jame Rage and Laura. i felt very very satisfied :)
- old school toy shop! i seriously love looking at toys for some reason.
- camelot with Laura Jame Rage Mich and Sue. much better than i'd expected. two thumbs up for ACSian theatre!
- dinner at Billy Bombers with Jame Mich Sue Lucas Turts Agus and his friend. CARBO OVERLOAD. everyone's cheese fries was everywhere and my burger was huge and terribly untasty. i finished it anyway.
- shopping :)
- sat at lido and yakked the night away. picnic and shirt plans! :)
- BORDERS. i seriously love that place. i wanted to buy everything.
- stayed over at mich's house with lesley. finally read Elizabeth's Secret Diary. elizabeth is a damn boring person. i was really bored. and lesley wouldn't sleep until two cos she was busy watching A Day in the Life of OC or something like that.

- took a bus down to botanic gardens for a picnic with yasmine. it was a super long bus ride and we went in by the wrong gate so we walked for half an hour in the scorching sun!
- ate chicken rice and bought expensive water and root beer for lunch. one cup of root beer costs $2.60 okay. daylight robbery.
- fell asleep on the picnic mat.
- sue picked me up and we went to the airport to send stella off.
- sue's mom sent Christine Val and i out of the airport and Val wouldn't stop admiring the car and poking at its functions.
- mrted home and FELL ASLEEEP.

ohwell everytime exams approach, my brain seems to search elsewhere for release and it's always towards making something.
so far, it's been friendship bands, sewing, origami, piano..
and now my brain is bursting with ideas and i really hope to start making them before i lose my zest.
so.. i hope to make a trip down to ikea soon to buy materials :)

and i really appreciate having my parents to send me around now!
it's a real chore everytime you go from one end of singapore to the other bussing or mrting and changing modes of transport.
it's only been a couple of days and i've been so tempted to just stick my hand out and hail a cab.
but i've been really lucky recently.
like on Friday, i wanted to take a cab home from sue's house.
but then sue's mom ended up sending me to the mrt which saved me many dollars.
and today i wanted to cab to Botanic Gardens, but lesley said take a bus (but in her heart she wanted to take a cab).
and i wanted to cab to the airport, but then sue's mom was able to pick me up.
and i wanted to cab back from the airport, but sue's mom was able to send me to a MUCH nearer mrt ie. newton (Changi to yck is no joke..) so i could get home in record time.
okay i realised many times its thanks to sue's mom. :)

and now that i've had a weekend of fun, i think it's time to start filing my notes and get down to STUDYING!!
:)
:)
:)