i was reading some of my entries last year and i am mildly shocked at my deterioration in writing skills.
i seemed somewhat more capable at expressing myself last year.

i think i've reached a point in time where i'm devoid of any extreme emotion.
perhaps not devoid, but i can't seem to grab the emotion by its horns and consolidate them into real words.
lately, it seems better to numb my insides and obliterate all thoughts because everything becomes so much easier to bear.
it's almost like taking a whole burden and packaging it into a small traveller's size box, then tucking it away in the corners of your brain.

ohwell, today was SAINT IRRITATION to the maximum.
sometimes, pettiness is unbelievable and i feel an inkling of a need to rectify it, but yet i have even more of a need to leave it be.
pissed, i am.

and oodles of laughter during recess as usual with the girls.
candice, as usual, never fails to crack me up hurhur.
we came up with a new way of swearing with our elbows.

and lunch with lesley rage schan and michloh after was pretty good.

i miss eating non-school food on school days.