i hate packing! went church.. word of exhortation was forgiveness vs bitterness.. enjoyed it pretty much as well..
then after that my parents started ranting on and on about how i was so disorganised and everything.. ugh! my dad made me pack and file and sort everything in my room. he said if i didnt get it done.. he'll kick me out of the house. and knowing my dad.. he WILL.
yup. packing is waaay tougher than studying. thats why i've decided. im going to study real hard.. so i can get a good job and i wont be stuck being a maid or smth of that sort and beat my brains out sorting and packing and cleaning.. cause well im not a very good packer or cleaner.. well basically im highly disorganised. so even if im in a cleaning or a maid job i'll probably get sacked. so why not study now and get a good job and NOT get sacked. haha!

yup.. i found out i had six huge thick coloured folders full of crumpled worksheets of various subjects.. and i found two very messy aprime files.. oh make that three.. plus my physics.. and well my chem stuff (which is obviously in good order) and i threw away tons of math worksheets because i dont think i've done them and PLUS mrs lim probably cant remember that i havent handed them up. and i threw out my chinese stuff.. and so anyway i still dont think i have EVERYTHING.. but at least its neater and more organised now..

now.. i have three thick math files (all my aprime stuff).. two physics.. one for school (which i dont have everything) and my aprime one (which doesnt have everything either) and ive got a lit/english file thats full of random stuff.. my geog elect file which im going to protect with my life! well thats cause i dont listen during geog but mrs yy lim's notes are hell good.. i can study them and not listen and do well.. haha.. il protect them with my lifee!! jes kidding.. and i dunno some random school stuff.. oh whatever larr! everything's just in FILES FILES FILES.. whoopeydoo.. files. yup. files.

i hate that dusty feeling on your hands after you've been packing for too long. its dirty and dusty and.. dirty and dusty. thats right! hmm i WANNA WATCH MY TUTOR FRIEND! that makes a grand total of THREE people who told me its a movie i HAVE to watch.. its even better than my sassy girl and i luuurrrrved my sassy girl! i watched it four times! ohdearr.. im itching to watch my tutor friend!! but it totally sucks having friends who dont give a hoot about korean/jap/chinese movies.. or well actually those who just bother watching hollywood movies.. i mean hey.. where's the variety man! the only one who appreciates these things like i do is joan.. so she shall watch it with mee! ohwell.. lyd's pretty high on such stuff too.. haha shes my anime buddy but ughugh shes watched it already.. i digress.. im dying to watch my tutor friendd!

ohoh! advertising timee! on 26th september at 8pm on vventertainment channel 56 on cable.. they're showing PUBLIC TOILET! dont know whats it about.. but its a hongkong/korean collaboration starring jang hyuk!!!!! so watchwatchwatch!
ahhhh ok im going mad here.. i'd better shutup now..

hmm ohwell in line with today's word of exhortation of forgiveness vs bitterness.. i remember vaguely some oldie with this line
i can forgive but i don't wanna forget you. thats sweet dont u think.. and how forgiving and forgetting doesnt come hand in hand.. find it in your heart to forgive.. but dont expect an instant hit of amnesia.. but sometimes why do we want to forget.. painful or happy.. i think everyone should keep their precious memories alive..

yesyes cheesy i know.. butbut..
well.. i said it then and i'll say it again! i can forgive but i don't wanna forget you.