i suck at frisbee. we had it for pe and those netballers were just too good with their weird passes and catches. and i am so used to holding a racket in my hand, i always reach for the frisbee too early. so anyway me and racheal the lazy ones just walked around, pretending to be part of the game when we weren't.
did my cme project. anything to raise my grade. i failed the stupid reflections part of cme just because i wrote two lines. so i actually DID my cme project :) hoho hoho.. i did it. wrote some dumb story. i was an old lady living in a home.. bahh.

ohweeell. prelims in two weeks. heelp hellp heeeeeellpP!

ugh i miss training with the team. i miss the warm camaradarie of the bdiv girls in the cosy squash court, eating, training, joking. even when there were unresolved and bitter issues within the team, we were still together purely because we were a team. i miss it so damn much. i miss sweating and panting, i miss mr koh and his lame jokes, i miss the drills.. most of all i think i miss the security. the security that u will always be a team no matter what. ohwell now im teamless. haha. okaaay not exactly.. like mr ong would say, mgsquashies past and present are all part of the mg squash family. but it is now not tangible.. that im part of the 'past'. i miss the realness of it all. the adrenaline.. the fight.. the determination.

but do they miss meeee? NO! grr.

think il go now do something more substantial. like STUDY. haha..

word of the day: ignominy n disgrace, humiliation. ignominious adj
use of word of the day: what ignominy to have been insulted and spat on like that.

another bad sentence, i know. forgive me.
losers see what they fear might happen; winners see what they want to happen.