the day started out horribly miserable from the early hours of 12 midnight, although the misery extended way back a couple of hours. the horrible outcome of all that misery was tears and swollen eyes that refused to open properly in the light of the day.

God's been good to me.
in God i trust :)
it's such an ambivalent word.
Trust.
it's so hard to emcompass whatever it means but yet it means so much.

okay had a good day.
training was good.