ok, so last night's post was bordering on melodramatic but i was feeling E to the MO.
and after a good/notsogood(?) bawling session over the phone last night i am feeling much much better.

had the runs this morning and since i figured i'd be late for school, i decided to head straight back to sleep.
nowadays, all i seem to do is sleep, sleep, sleep.
the moment my head touches the pillow, i sleep; irregardless whether or not i'm sleepy.

mm, there's still alot to think about, but right now i rather not think.
had too much to think last night and all i want to do right now is some mindless shopping.

and i really WANT to study, but i cannot!
it's so so so frustrating (x10!) because one by one the weeks to prelims get ticked off and now it's hovering at 3half weeks!
not alot of time at all!
and i have more than a year's math to cover!
i've more than half of econs notes (not including all the econs mcq i have to review) to cover!
i've Othello to refresh (and memorise quotes..)!
i've Anthony and Cleopatra to refresh (more quotes to memorise..)!
i've Return of the Native to complete (and memorise..)!
i've E8 and E4 skills i badly need to brush up!

ohdear, i am feeling very very lost now :(

somebody saaaaaave me..