I'm not quite sure I'm peaceful one moment and unhappy the next.
I'm not quite sure why sometimes I feel like I've lost my appetite.
I'm not quite sure why my stomach churns and my heart feels heavy.
I'm not quite sure why even though I don't have much appetite I can still eat.
I'm not quite sure why I'm numb but feel so much at the same time.

and I'm not quite sure why these lousy superfluous emotions have emerged.

but I'm quite sure I miss my family and friends back home.

here's to the loveliest, cutest, bestest mom in the world Y