i MUST say this.
today, I PASSED MY FIRST MATH TEST!!!!
yes, that must be put in huge block letters and in green because green is my favourite colour
it is to show that i am tree-mendously happy because this is the first time i've ever passed math!

okay, that was a psycho moment.

i seem to have this compulsive habit of eating biscuits now.
even though it makes my throat parched and sticky and makes me feel like throwing up.
but once that pack of biscuits has gone down my throat, about half an hour later i feel like having another pack.
so today was the day for polar snack aka MSG biscuits (it was the cheapest one, i actually wanted a milk hello panda).
but i gave in at the end of the day and bought my pack of milk hello panda which i have to say is one of my favourite biscuits.

and during the gp exam i kept thinking of having another pack of biscuits so i ended up doing the question " 'Food has become a health hazard.' Discuss."
and obviously i disagree because i never think food is a health hazard, i find redeeming qualities in all kinds of food.
nevermind that what you write at that point of time is reflective of what you think.

and tan cc was very funny today, i was terribly amused!
laura came into our class to return a set of books and mus yelled.
mus: AYE ANGMOH! you think you angmoh can anyhow walk into our class is it?!
tan cc: (with a horrified face) NAFIS! i didn't know you were racist!

i seriously thought it was damn funny because mus was writing "I AM BLACK" in his black marker on the econs transparencies.

even guat was in a surprisingly chipper mood today.
it was the first time i'd ever seen her laugh til her face was red.
nevermind that it was at sue's expense, but her re-enactment of the 'peacock' was hilarious!

self-tortured ourselves during training again today.
the only bright bit about it was that liz came down!
i miss elizabeth chay simin so much :(
i think it's real neat that she's a year older than me and we hardly see each other but everytime we do there's so much to say and i genuinely feel i can tell her everything.

and today, shaun and agus were.. EEEEKS!
flicking biscuits out of each other's mouths using their tongues okay you get the idea.
i was quite horrified but yet veryvery fascinated by their erm.. passion.

okay this is terribly disjointed.
i think i've reached a point where i'm bereft of words because i don't think i can properly express myself.
i'm just throwing in more and more words to take the place of what i want to say because i don't think i can piece my real thoughts together.
and like i've said before, sometimes we don't say out what we want because an idea that is not in print remains intangible and maybe that's what i want now.
no concrete tangibles to weigh me down.

i am feeling too heavy right now.