my dearest deaarest dearreest tweeeeenie joan is leaving in two days and i don't know if she'll read this cause i'm quite sure her internet connection is out, but joan i'll miss you verrrry verry much:(

this is why you're the greatest friend ever and why i'll miss you so damn much
- you were the girl in sec one who gave me a brown tissue holder for a birthday present and said "oh i heard your birthday just passed."
- you lunch with me after church, and when you're gone no one is going to disappear with me for half an hour when i say "let's go to the toilet".
- you surf sokorean.com with me for two over hours in the com lab when we're supposed to be studying for prelims.
- you always popped into b2 and i always popped into b5.
- you're the only one who'd watch korean movies with me.
- you're kwon sang woo lovin'.
- you love jaychou too!
- during church camp, you're my quiet time pal.
- you're my twin:) "are you two sisterrrs?!"
- SAME WAVELENGTH AYEE!
- we're the only two madasses who'd take a cab from paragon to fareast because we were too tired.
- FOS, spotlight, pohkim vcd shop and yamaha are our favourites.
- you're the only who'd waste her time playing the piano with me inside yamaha.
- you're the only one who'd go into those techno pounding shops that sell korean posters with me.
- you update me on the korean movies coming up.
- you're my sister in Christ
- you're one of the world's best listeners.
- and most retarded people
and one my bestest friends.
it's been one super damn special friendship where we've been on the same wavelength and we can understand each other perfectly but even if you're not here, its okay, the friendship doesn't end there.
there's always the PHONE, EMAIL, WEBCAM and best of all, you can fly back and visit or i can flyover to visit:)

take real good care of yourself okay joan?
and don't let any of those chao angmohs bully you. or ABCS! and lucky you, canada is full of hot korean guys, so go pick one and take a picture and send meee!
mail often okaay? i'll miss you joan.. and if you come back at the end of the year to visit, PLEASE GO FOR CHURCH CAMP!
i lubbchooojoaaaaan maa TWEEEEEEEEENIEE!

the fever's gone, the headache's gone, but the throat hurts like hell.
the worst of it is over, but the irritating niggling symptoms seem to invade one by one. first was the nasty stuffy nose where i blew my nose about 187 times a day to the point my nose bled, then came the dry cough which eventually led to a sore throat. so i'm having all three right now, where the sore throat reigns champion cause it's the one that's hurting me the most.

i must say the only good thing that came out of this entire.. sickness, was that i lost a fair bit of weight. which should be the case, considering my appetite was gone for about two days, and on the third day where my appetite is back, i can't seem to swallow anything because of my throat.
i do miss food.
when i couldn't finish my fishball noodles this afternoon because my throat was hurting so bad, the leftovers did look somewhat pitiful, and i wanted to finish it so bad.

i just hope the darned antibiotics takes its effect real soon, because it's been three days, and my throat doesn't seem to be any better.
of course, if this june break was a breezy holiday, i'd have nothing to worry about.
it's just that awful niggling thought that exams are right after break.

pounding headaches, stuffy noses, raspy sore throats and fevers suck.
especially when i had plans to go shopping and enjoy myself before i start studying for the stupid terms.
what a way to start the holidays.

i haven't blogged in the longest time cause of my virus-filled com. but after reformatting it, i must say i'm pretty pleased, although under my father's orders to prevent some stinking bug from invading our com, i have to run spybot immediately after closing the web browser.

and msn messenger 6.2 is bloody annoying.
they won't let me have a wide range of font colours AND they don't let me rename my contacts. and i'm having a real hard time putting a name to the email addresses.

school was just plain sad today.
i don't even wish to go into it because it was so sad.
so sad, i'm at a loss for words.
arts games was a wee bit better.
heh, 1AA1 and 2AA1 aren't such failures after all:) we were twister champs!

SHIZOS. i failed math. AND econs. although considering i had no idea that Air Asia was a budget airline, i didn't fail too badly:)

oh right, and rugby lost yesterday. and on an objective note, i think both teams were awfully good. just a matter of luck and i guess it wasn't meant to be. but, ohwell if you never lose you never learn to want to win.

its the last day of school tomorrow.
hurrah hurrah.
mgs thanksgiving service tmr.
HURRRAAAAAAH.

eric&fiona: i am getting used to the conversations you are having across my chatterbox.
jin: SUREEE I DO!
becky: ARGHHH stop harrassing me bout the jason wade song! i just copy and pasted from some site! and its a nice song:) heh heh i miss you.

kaiting: oops, yeah sorry bout that.
eric&fiona: HAHA nice having conversations over my tagboard.
swong: YES I LOVE YOU TOO. MISS YOU TOO.
jamie: yeaaaah! the song is nice riiight? see you in school next week:)

my com is so full of irrepairable viruses, it's SO DAMN MADDENING.
this is like my what? 167th try to open my browser and actually get on a page that doesn't give me recurring popups?
anyway, i'd better treasure the time given.

caught Troy on saturday and i must say its bloody good! no matter how much it deviates from the book. so i'll just have to borrow the ten volume long book/books from the library and finish up a good read over the hols. provided i can get enough studying done.
speaking of books, i think i stumbled on a novel that The Last Samurai was based upon.
i haven't watched The Last Samurai, but after reading the first few chapters, it sounds like its same concept.
and it's pretty good so far.
Shogun - James Clavell
its some OLD dusty book that i found at home that has a price tag which says 1.75 pounds, so i'm assuming it was sold a long time ago where books were so much cheaper.

and cass's surprise birthday was pretty good:) although i don't think she was very surprised because of becky's head poking through the window of her car. or was it her butt?
but the highlight of the entire party was just meeting all the old mg girls again and playing retarded games like animal game and taboo.
and kim eugene is one funny animal game player.
and mahjong with cass's grandma, benwai and lai was pretty entertaining.

oh and i'm starting to like zara kids more and more.
the stuff there are really neat! and found more stuff i can fit into :)
although i think i kinda miss far east and bugis cause i haven't gone in a while.
except today i had a quick browse and i miss digging into every shop trying to find nice quirky things.

and i know this sounds really irritating, buuut, i need to lose weight.
i shan't elaborate cause i know its very irritating. ha ha.

one more week to the holidays!
ha ha! ha ha! ha ha!
oh and i found a tutor too! much thanks to peizhen:)

school library now.
my com at home is dying. its full of viruses again. poor sick computer.
and this song on mich's ipod is so sweet.

You Belong to Me - Jason Wide

See the pyramids around the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me
See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

shizos maan.. to stupid: heyy, sorry didnt mean to offend anyone by that.
and joan: its not mine! my aunt borrowed it from her friend.
and.. who's anonymous?

ohright, although today was filled with free periods, the day just didnt seem right.
found those rodeoqueen posters round the school. it looks REALLY bad.
and math test was.. well lets just say i thought i could pass after the test. but after iris told me that the question was the SUM and not the term, i'm not so sure anymore.
so cheers to my third fail in math.

and leadership course was not in the least bit fun. nevermind that it wasn't fun. it was plain IRRITATING. well, let's just say i didn't click too well with my group. or perhaps i was being too much of a grump today.

i think rage's mp3 plays my favourite songs ever:)
mister colinchiaren isn't going to school tomorrow. looks like i'll have to mark attendance. something which i absolutely LOATHE.

psy said something which is so damn true bout blogs. they are so self-indulgent.
so i suppose people like me who have that little self-absorbed bit in them need that attention, to pour out the insignificant woes of our lives and see it in print, perhaps making us feel a wee bit better because we're letting others know in subtle ways. or not so subtle ways.
i don't think self-indulgence is particularly a good thing.
but i just hope i don't take it to that extent.

and post-it conversations are getting more retarded.
this week just doesn't feel right.
one more day to the weekend.
please hurry.

dc for a week for the class of 1AA1 except maybe for a few who actually read the two damn books. i sure hope jamie tan is kidding, cause dc for a week just sounds.. wrong.

anyway good day in school today because we MISSED ECONS TUTORIAL!
thanks to the lovely mslim-who-has-two-sons dialogue session, where i was itching to spring from my seat to ask a question related to my pw topic, but thanks to sitting in the middle, i was in no convenient position to make my way to the aisle quickly and swiftly.
unlike those quick like lightning people who asked such intelligent sounding questions.
made me wonder if my question was actually related to social challenges.
cos mine kinda centered around the environment aaaand.. social challenges?
arghh bugger it.

nice free period today:)
as mangomich has said, peaCHEEpie, missmango and i had a grrrreat session yakking today.
and i think my experiences were the most.. loserish.
and again thanks to mangomich, now i know my laoshi is SOME RICHHHHBIT aye.
owns a pineapple plantation!
drives a bmw!
and there he sits in a tiny chair, grunting and rolling his eyes at us and calling us names in subtle ways so we don't know he's calling us names.
except when he called sue a worm. i understood that.

FINISHED STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN!
hoohhaaah. its fantabulous and made me cry buckets.
its MUST watch.
it beats winter sonata, beautiful days and autumn in my heart HANDS DOWN!
actually beautiful days comes real close, but stairway to heaven just has the huuuuuunk.
and you don't know what i'm talking about so i'll shut up.

anyway, here's a quiz.

10 SIGNS YOU'RE A KOREAN NUT

1. Last year's Japan/Korea World Cup was the first time you sat through an entire soccer match. And you still don't know what offside means.
yup thats me! although.. i still find soccer a lil boring. AND you can barely see their faces.

2. You'd rather watch the korean drama serials in their original language and read the subtitles, than the dubbed version.
OHHHYEAH. ABUUUUUSAAAYOHHHHHH!

3. You can also sing along to the theme songs.
weeeell, i can hum it:) and i know a couple of random words in the song..

4. You've tried making kimchi using cucumber, cabbage, vinegar and the largest Tupperware in your mother's collection.
ha ha i'm not THAT crazy.

5. You're always on the lookout for ski holiday packages in Korea where Winter Sonata was filmed.
HA HA i've been there! and i've gone korea twice too! oh right and i saw the moffatts there too. not any korean star unfortunately.

6. You laugh disdainfully when friends suggest that Seoul Garden BBQ Buffet restaruant is Korean cuisine.
yeaaaaaah. although i'm not so mean to laugh disdainfully. more like, i'd go THATS NOT KOREAN OKAAAAAY.

7. You fall asleep at your desk during the day from those late VCD-nights and when your colleague nudges you, you wake with a jolt and a hearty "ye-ye".
haha okay not to that extent. although i've not slept a wink once from 9pm - 9am while watching a korean vcd.

8. You know the difference between Korean and Japanese tourists from the way they talk/walk/dress/smile/say "annyeong hase yo!"
OHYEAH. :)

9. You think 'kamsahamida' is the new 'arigato' and the bulgogi is the new sashimi.
heh heh the first part's right. cause i don't know what the hell a bulgogi is.

You don't have time for lists like these because All In is starting in 30 seconds..
well firstly, i dont even like All In. and secondly, there's nothing to watch after this.

ohweell.. call me a nut:)

Give them all, give them all
Give them all to Jesus
Shattered dreams and wounded hearts and broken toys

at least i think those are the lyrics. well, God is so right. that i should just give them all. and indeed God is good:)

the day started out dreadfully, with my two uncompleted essays hanging at the back of my head. was feeling like a total grump the entire sunday, and i can't say i was looking forward to a week of school hum-drum.
but chapel was great, and it really turned my day around, my frown upside down.. blahblahblahhhh ohwell, Jesus loves me this I know:)
and by God's grace i managed to complete both essays in a day and was made captain.
double blessings?
all i can say is God has been kind to me despite me drifting away, with my faith spiralling downwards.

got to dressup as a cowgirl today, straddling a chair and waving a whip in the air.
and the aircon broke down today in NL13.
was moved to 3.12.
rather eventful day.
i just pray that i can complete the BORRRRRRING environment reading package by the gp test tomorrow.
oh right. and econs mcq.
even though this week is really bad, it just doesn't seem so bad:)

oh right and new pics are up!

JOAN: I DEDICATE THIS TO YOU! this is for youuu and me cos forever we will be loverrrrs and twins and bound together:) shizzos joan, i'll miss you so damn muuuuch. anyway OOOOOOOOOOOOH. kwonsangwoo rocksrocksrocks!

i do love and hate watching korean dramas because they are just so darn addictive but it reduces me to a blubbering idiot while my brain is drifting about in tv-induced dream heaven.

caught the first 16 episodes of Stairs to Heaven starring Kwon Sang Woo (!!!) and Choi Ji Woo (she's okay, hamster girl i call her; forever crying as well) and it has rekindled my excitement and addiction towards korean dramas.
it's a great show, but if you're particularly adverse towards sappy tear-jerkers, then perhaps this isn't the show for you.
but, BUUUUT, kwon sang woo is enough to make any tear-jerker worth it!
well minus the fact that i DO like tear-jerkers :)
and checkout kwongsangwooooo!

hmm, havent been blogging much.
anyway self-tortured ourselves on friday for training, but despite that, it felt pretty good:)
and sat was mukitan's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY!
met rens and mich to do some math and much to my chagrin, we didn't get to watch Troy. but had a pretty good time at toys 'r' us and shopping at zara.
met most of the arts fac ppl and had a nice time at hard rock at muki's birthday.
got to see some people i haven't seen in a while, and the atmosphere and music was good.

and proceeded home to watch Stairs to Heaven until 4am.
URGH. now i gotta wait for my aunt to borrow the last four episodes next week. its gonna be a long wait.
shiiiit.
i love it.

shane: yeahh! its true! i tried reading the money section today and its a lil confusing with all the jargon but its really quite good!

and my dad's such a knowledgeable man with so much experience i can tap into, and i just didn't know.
must say i learnt quite abit from him today.
whether my brain can retain the information is another matter.
and after having a good long talk with him, it's starting to make me view the world as one big inter-connected web which is based on blackmails and selfish terms and conditions. everyone is pushing to be the top, but yet everyone is trying to strike a balance, and everyone is concerned about their own success, while at the same time, they've got to strive to consider others (well because it affects theirs). so its a very complicated selfish web, and one day, if everyone pulls on the string too tight, this world is just gonna snap.

and journey's end is definitely an improvement from RBOC. although i must say its a tad bit harder to find relevant quotes from journey's end cause it's all dialogue and you're deriving your perceptions alot on tone and attitude which isn't the easiest thing to define in quotes.

had a pretty good time with becky and fifz today:)
watched 50firstdates. i liiiiiike.
and got a new bag.
watched the rj/ac boys tennis match for a lil while, was great seeing puss and becky. although we lost but thank goodness it isnt finals yet.
perhaps they'd learn from the hc waterpolo boys and make a comeback during the finals cause of rj's complacency.
ha ha well a girl can hope!

and while discussing the pros and cons bout rj and ac today, i think a teensy part of me wants to be part of council cause of all these big dreams i have of changing the school. but it is rather unrealistic and knowing what a lazy bum i am i'd probably wouldn't see my big plans through.

and suee's retarded singing of Will You Be My Girl is going on and on in my head.
so are the pictures of mich's retarded uhh, pose and all our mobiles.
i'm gonna make sure everyone takes a picture with their mobile.
although mich's mobile seems to be teetering between laoshi's BMW and five broom stick trolley.
HEHHEH i've my MINTMOTOR which is pretty damn cool.
but NO ONE beats the mus mobile.
or NO MOBILE in that case:)

i think i've said enough rubbish for the day.
tomorrow is Terrible Thursday.
i have to brace myself.

oh pheew, just received news that my senior's injury may be an exaggeration and she should recover soon.
so just pray for her anyhow okay?
thankkks :)

i hate this new blogger.
i hate the layout and i hate the BLOODY COURIER NEW FONT THEY GIVE YOU!!!

oh, and everyone, my senior vicki got hit by a squash ball in the eye, and the doc says she may be permanently blind in one eye and cannot play competitive squash ever again, so please pray for her!
pray for God's healing hand on her.
thank you so so much.

and to fellow squashies, PLEASE REMEMBER TO WEAR YOUR VISOR WHEN YOU PLAY! no point is worth more than your safety. NO one point ever.

and econs test..
Ldkjfa;lsjdfladsklARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
lesson learnt: read the newspaper RELIGIOUSLY. REGULARLY. READILY.
i attempted tonight.
i read the straits times.
still have asia, money and home to go..

did blogger just REVAMP?!
and i must say i am mighty displeased because it is SHIFTING my comfort zone and not to mention i don't particularly like this font.
it doesn't make me feel like i'm typing something fruitful.

this is PISSING ME OFF. like seriously.
anyway today was pretty productive.
finished my e4 and even got abit of econs done.
i really hope i pass the damn econs essay test tomorrow cause i need to redeem myself from the last test.
although essay tests are REALLY hard to pass :(

father scared me into the realisation that i know absolutely NOTHING about math and i have to start NOW, NOW, NOW as he so subtly puts it.
note the sarcasm on subtle here.
so hope terence makes himself free on thursday AND saturday so he can sit down and teach me math and hopefully i'll pass the next test which i'm sure will prove to be hideous because its AP, GP, summation and inequalities.
everything i know nothing about.

so once i've gotten e4 and the econs test out of the way, i can sit down and complete the e1 term assignment and get my ass down to reading Journey's End so i can do the presentation with mich.
and attempt to learn some math.
and finish the e8 term assignment over the weekend.
which i don't really mind doing cause i quite like e8. its e1 thats giving me the headaches.
oh, and read the gp package which michelle has deemed highly boring.
environment.
ohwell, it helps with my project work so i certainly hope i can get my distracted brain to absorb all the information.

and speaking of project work, I NEED TO GET INFO SO I CAN SECURE A GOOD GRADE!

maybe i should type out all my work in point form.

1. E4 term assignment (CHECK)
2. study econs (CHECK??)
3. finish E1 term assignment by TUESDAY NIGHT.
4. finish reading Journey's End and doing the notes with mich by WEDNESDAY NIGHT! thursday morning LATEST.
5. make terence teach me AP GP on thursday
6. make terence teach me summation and inequalities on saturday
7. attempt AP GP on thursday night.
8. finish E8 term assignment over the weekend! preferably by friday night. or by sunday night. thats.. flexible.
9. finish reading environment package by MONDAY NIGHT!
10. gather some proj work info over weekend. BY SUNDAY NIGHT!

thats mighty lot to accomplish :(
i think i'd better go write everything in my sch notebook so i'll remember.
disgusting really.
training tomorrow.
hope all goes well :)

two new albums have been put up.
check under pictures.
the shoe album and 8th may.
happy viewing!

who on earth is yo chia shumin who's asking me to sit?!
or is it darius sit who's saying yo chia shumin!?
uRghhh.. so not funny anyhow.

church small group was pretty productive today.
got me thinking about the different religions and what is faith and how we'd go about witnessing to other people.
and it also got me curious about the other denominations of Christianity and the cults that are said to be built upon Christianity.
so now i'm reading a book called Secret Ceremonies and it's about the personal life of a mormon woman.

this week's gonna be a bad week.
i've been procrastinating and haven't done my e4 term assignment like i said i would.
and since its due tomorrow, i have to finish it by today.
and i just found out from meishi today that we have an econs essay test on tuesday.
and tomorrow, i have an e1 test.
and the stupid e1 term assignment that they sprung on us on friday, is due this coming thursday.
GRRRRR I HATE HOMEWORK.

and i haven't even done anything for my mother and its mothers' day!
good grief, i feel like a terrible daughter.
and to make things worse i shouted at her today.
ok, not like she was a saint and sat there quietly. she pretty much shouted at me too.

this is a useless blog.
yesterday was prize presentation. had quite alot of fun gossiping with juan during the rj/hc girls' finals (rj won by the way) and taking pics.
had a nice lunch followed by cookie dessert then i went to meet becky which was grrrrrrrreat!

ok pics will be up SOON.

"Who would! Don't worry la.. Scoldings are part and parcel of life... Haha.. :P makes life more exciting!"
i quote this from stella.

yeaaap.
i deserved it anyway.
so shall just take in all the scoldings and let it bounce off me and reflect else where.
after tomorrow all shall be fine :) i hope.

by the way, freezing day today.
and tomorrow does not bode well.
not at all.

the effects of too much sleep are plaguing me.
i am now wide awake with active blinking eyes that do not feel the least bit droopy and i'm hoping that the glaring uv rays of the computer will somehow tire them out so i can have a relatively good sleep.

i am hungry.
and the realisation that i've gotten really kinda fat has hit me.
when you pull on your jeans, the pair that you used to be able to pull off without unbuttoning them, and realise that now, you gotta hold your breath to pull them up and button them, you've gotten fat.
and that is exactly what's been happening to me.
but i've come up with a new healthier plan.
NO, it does not mean i'll join meatyG and soozieQ in their fruit diet, because honestly, nice as fruits are, they're boring.
when you first pop a grape/mango/watermelon/strawberry etc etc into your mouth, the sweetness coats your tongue and you think to yourself hey this tastes pretty damn good! and then subsequently, when you continue eating various types of fruits, the different degrees and types of sweetness that you get from them just mix themselves up into a sickening blob of sweet slimy residue on your tongue.
so fruits - in moderation.
so i'll have light recess/heavier lunch or vice versa and basically not gorge like a pig who hasn't eaten in 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 .. 27 days.
yes:)

and i got into the next stage of council nominations, which means i gotta start campaigning and stuff.
is it a yay or a boo i have no idea.
just feeling a little torn right down the middle although one side does have a bigger piece of me.

and.. NOBODY TAGS MY BLOG EXCEPT FOR THE REGULAR FEWWWWWWW!
tagmorrrrre.

gosh feeling so damn retarded nowadays.
which is perhaps an uplifting change from feeling all reclusive and isolated and staring into the mirror of my mind, but it makes me feel as though i don't think.
as though i don't piece fragments of my day and surroundings into a fluid thought, but more like me blocking them out and letting myself ride on the wave of.. uhh FUN?
i think i need to sleep.

AND TOMORROW IS TERRIBLE THURSDAY AND I HAVE ONLY ONE FREE PERIOD! ONEE!
argharghargh.

hawhaww i'm in the school library now blogging because i am BANNED from the com for a week! ARGH.
but it's okay. i can survive because i am an independant girl who is not dependant on her little electronic box.
without my laggy dieseased pop-up popping comp, i may actually complete my E4 and E8 term assignment on time AND still be able to squeeze in some math and econs :)

anyway school's boring. after free period, i'll have math tutorial, lunch, DOUBLE econs lect (!!!) and miss yim and i'm free for a good one and a half hours before training.

anyway, today was BASICALLY pretty damn good cause i managed to squeeze in a couple of shoe pictures to feed my foot fetish :) which reminds me, i wanna buy new shoes.
BUT.. monthly resolution: DONT BUY ANYMORE THINGS. NO MORE SHOPPING.
hmm, maybe putting it in print will be good :)

resolutions for month of MAY
- catch up on math, which means hope my new math tutor will get back to me SOON.
- no shopping except for necessities like food, stationery, etc.
- not lose new specs
- handup most of my homework
- LOSE WEIGHT !!

ok i think that's enough. i can always add more if the need arises.

URGH.. reading whatever i've written makes me think that i've proven mus's words right. but i'm not in any mood to sound insightful or.. whatever.
just too damn taxing.

just scratched my leg on the table.
i am maaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
jon is here.
say hello.

had many strange comments about my hair today, so i remedied a lil more.
actually remedied quite alot.
i think haircutting is quite fun :)

anyway today is MinTMeaT day and i must say we had heaps of fun taking retarded photos and such.
click here to view today's happenings :)

anyway photos are up from last time.
too lazy to blog and parents are becoming extremely anal.
so shall blog another time.
happy picture surfing

boring day today.
church, then had a lil family disagreement, followed by a haircut and more family disagreement and bought new specs.
the comp doc came today, so hopefully this darned computer is well and healthy now.

having a menopausing mother in the family is in no way peaceful.
gotta watch my mouth a whole lot more, and she's always subjecting herself to verbal abuse (when i say that, i mean she elevates our constructive criticism, or perhaps downgrade it, to abuse against her), so she appears victimised and that all of us are against her.
i might be exaggerating a wee bit, but it really is like that.
and to balance the blame a little, i'd say i am overly vocal and rude sometimes, so partly my fault for provoking my mother, BUT REALLLY!!!
oversensitive i'd say.
okay i really shouldn't be bitching lest she reads this.
SO.. just in case, i apologise first :)

couldn't buy the cool specs i wanted today cause it was waaaay over my budget, considering i have to pay for them myself.
my fault really for losing and breaking my specs way too often.
my resolution: to keep this pair in good condition for a year at least!

rens: ha ha i am ALWAYS this reflective :) just that sometimes my brain refuses to click into work and formulate sentences. hehheh.. PBR!

well.. in response to what i said to rens, yes i AM thinking like a mad dog now, but i really can't be bothered to put everything into type.
cause basically my thoughts are the same, just revolving round and round and evolving into others, but the central idea, its the same.
cause i'm your average teenager who dabbles with the same problems as everyone else.. so.

pray for a good day tomorrow cause God is good:)
and hope cass remembers gym tomorrow!
gotta learn how to work those darned machines though.
anyway i'm off!

"Everywhere I go, you'll know.
I take you with me sweet darlin'.."

All your life, you are told the things you cannot do. All your life, they will say you're not good enough, or strong enough, or talented enough; they'll say your the wrong height, or the wrong weight, or the wrong type to be this, or achieve that. They will tell you no, a thousand times, no until all the no's become meaningless. They will tell you no and WE will tell them YES.

- Remember the Titans

this is so true, so right. of course it takes a lot more than mere lip service, or in this case type service, but it makes me believe that, YES, i can do it no matter what.
cause there ain't no mountain high enough:)