okay off i go tomorrow.
hope it'll be a good trip.
it's been a rather trying two days.
I. NEED. TO. RELAX.

but.. i'm a rather awful flyer.
ohwell i will miss everrrrrrybody.
and HAVE FUN JAY CHOU CONCERT GOERS!!
i'll be with you in SPIRIT!
ohoh help me take pictures, videos, recordings and BUY ME A JAYCHOU POSTER PLSSSSS.
thankyou:)

yesterday had to be one of the most brilliant days i've ever had.
gosh three hours at kbox belting out song after song was simply.. GREAT. EXHILARATING. AWESOME.
no wonder people those who can sing LOVE singing.
i can't carry a tune to save my life but to SING FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, THE AIR OF MY LUNGS is so stress-relieving and .. all i can say is three hours is simply not enough.
so thumbs up to matt jame daniel and tiff for the great evening!

and while singing jay chou fervently and watching his videos, i felt an ache in my heart knowing i won't be able to stand in the crowd waving lightsticks and watch him perform.
especially when his concert videos came on.
and i REALLY REALLY REEEEEAALLY want to see jaychou play the piano before me and sing.
honestly, i'd give up the us trip to go to his concert.
but since i can't, i'm settling for the jaychou concert video which i downloaded.
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW i shouldn't dwell, but i want to go so darn badly.
i hope he comes to singapore next year.
AGAIN PLEASE.
PLEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE.
:(

ohwell had a pretty good evening with the girls tonight although i didn't spend much time at bex's.
but it was still nice seeing everyone and EATING :)
and i sure hope sylvester doesn't get voted out..
even though admittedly he is the weakest out of the three but i think he has STAAAAAAAAR quality :)

okay.
i shall go back to watching my jaychou videos.
MICHHHHELLE!
remember to take a video for me ok!!




:(

i cannot even begin explaining just how pissed i am because.. BECAAUUSE.. i am MISSING disc2 of the vcd i borrowed from stupid video ezy!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
although it's rather mean to blame video ezy because it's all the irresponsible ex-borrower's fault that i am left HANGING on the edge of the bed in anticipation of what is going to happen next on THE BACHELOR! (not the tv series, the movie)



till tomorrow.. :(

BORED OUT OF MY MIND.
the day was spent lolling about on my bed, aimlessly flipping channels and eating mee rebus.
took a step out of the house armed with my HUGE umbrella to go 'supermarketing' with lennard.
borrowed three vcds, had ice cream and browsed around tiny shops.
wow.
what a day.

michloh/michgoh: it IS therapeutic! i feel a sense of achievement. and it helps relieve boredom. and OHGOSH. i love toast.

va: omgomg i LUUUUURVE that movie too. i've seen it seven times and i'm still not sick of it.

xuee: yehh windstruck's so sad. the ending was hilarious though with that cameo of that guy. and GOSH I LUUUUURVE JEON JI HYUN.

"When you're with her, there are ten things you need to know..
1. Don't ask her to be feminine.
2. Don't let her drink over three glasses. She'll beat someone.
3. At a cafe, don't order coke or juice, drink coffee.
4. If she hits you, act like it hurts. If it hurts, act like it doesn't.
5. On your 100th day together give her a rose during her class. She'll like it a lot.
6. Make sure you learn fencing and squash.
7. Also be prepared to go to prison sometimes.
8. If she says she'll kill you, don't take it lightly. You'll feel better.
9. If her feet hurts, exchange shoes with her.
10. And she likes to write. Encourage her.

this show never fails to leave me blubbering.
everyone should go watch it.

ohwell i've gotten over my toast craze.
recently, it's been biscuits.
i wouldn't stop dipping cream crackers into my chowder, tea, coffee or just crunching them with a dab of margarine.
VERY NICE :)

regular reader: yeah i guess its hard to be best friends while growing up cause you're still finding yourself and people tend to change. err story? just that some shite happened and we bonded very much through that i guess. hurr strength through adversity. ohwell who are you anyway? do i know you?

tania: hur hur thankkkkks:)

passerby: thank you very much!

mich loh: hurhur.. rodney taught me this one. you should go learn michelle! its very therapeutic.

marns:thanks marns :)

quite an eventful day today.
after training, had ogl meeting then it was OFF to michie's house!

mich my fellow cook!


me the other cook!


our carbonara simmering


our cooking:)


bruschetta


all set to EAT!


a pretty darrn good day i'd say :)

regular reader: oh nice to know that you're a regular reader and err what so interesting bout it? there's no story we're just real good chums.

sometimes, i think i get over emotional and the whole torrent of emotions come gushing out in a long intensifying (well TO ME at least) tirade.
and after the feelings have been unleashed and released, i start to feel slightly stupid.
almost like i've shot bullets blindingly, and now i'm half praying that no one has died.
well, now thinking about it, i think my analogy is QUITE appropriate.
i hope nothing dies.

first training went fairly well although i was desperately short of breath running around the court for about.. five minutes.
other than that and the measly five of us who turned up and the coach who didn't turn up, i'd say training was fairly ok.

oh yes, after reading what baey tagged, i realised i do update alot.
almost everyday if possible.
proof of my unending boredom.
but even when i'm not bored, i blog.
like when i was supposed to be frantically studying for promos, i'd sneak to the computer just to churn out a few words, rants, complaints whatever.

to think i used to be adamantly against blogging, deeming it too err.. retarded for me.
i am EATING MY WORDS.
ohwell, other than cosolidating my thoughts, i think rather like blogging because it forces others to listen to what i have to say, regardless of whether they want to listen or not.
i mean it is very very strange for me to go up to my friends and go, "You know, i think i like blogging because.."
i already pop up random theories and opinions from time to time in verbal conversations so i think anything more than that is rather uncalled for.
and of course for the all important reason of jotting down the day's events so my dear goldfish memory will have something tangible to look at for refreshment.

i wonder why do people blog?
i mean i know why i blog, but i wonder if others' reasons are the same as mine.

OHWEELL.
i must do 1000 skips tomorrow.
or else i don't think i'll be fit enough for wednesday's training.
ohhhhdear.

training begins tomorrow after having not touched my racket in two months.
i must confess i am rather frightened of picking up that racket and realising i can't hit the ball properly and running those awful rounds and realising my lungs won't hold me up for the six rounds.
i pray for confidence and endurance!!

so today there wasn't any worship and i didnt know!
spent a good hour or so with the small group at starbucks relieving our primary school and lower sec sunday school days.
it's rather heartwarming to see how we've grown and transformed from those err.. days.
and indeed it's wonderful to see how much closer we all are and bonded in Christ.

the mother and the aunts are rather peculiar today, being so generous.
it must be the pre-christmas spirit invading everyone of them.
so fortunately for me and unfortunately for their purses, i've got a new jacket and a new top.
and to pay them back for their genrosity, i let them have my topshop $10 voucher.
heh heh.

and i am very very upset indeed because i've lost my topshop card!!
of all the things to lose, i lose that flimsy pink card which gets me POINTS!
and since we bought three tops at topshop today, i'd have gotten heaps of points and be on my way to another $10 voucher.
i wonder if i can get it replaced.
would they let me?
HMM.. i shall go to topshop and ask them next week.

sometimes i wonder is it you who is growing up so fast and leaving me behind or is it me who's growing up faster than you.
or maybe we're simply growing in two different directions.
but whatever it is, it's making it hard for me to see you.

chinese tomorrow and all i've done so far is one page of that blue book and i read a chinese storybook.
it was quite a nice book.
and i haven't done a SINGLE sat paper.
according to mich and others i've consulted, there's no way i can survive without actually trying out ONE sat paper.
i feel very screwed.

in the meantime, i've been eating way too much recently for my own good.
way too much bread.
i've eaten 12 slices of toast in two days.
two in the morning, two in the afternoon and two at night; all liberally coated with butter.
i like buttered toast, what a pity it melts too quickly into the bread.
and besides the bread, i've had plenty of instant noodles and clam chowder.
i like clam chowder.
it goes brilliantly with buttered toast.

and.. i think i'm getting sick.
my
throat
HURTS.

staying at home has a good effect on me.
i feel VERY peaceful, VERY well rested and VERY entertained!
except for one small tiny little niggle.
i feel like shopping :

but it's okay.
because right now, i pick TV over most things.
although TV doesn't get any good until thursday because on thursday, i still have my neat monday to friday selection of drama serials AND there is Mars AND there is OC :)
i was flipping through Telescope (err is that what the scv mag is called?) earlier and i am very sad to say November's selection of programmes and movies aren't very delectable.
a measly amount of korean dramas and movies, not very nice hongkong ones and a lacking of disney movies!

but other than that, i am very satisfied to wake up at noon everyday, watch tv everyday, read everyday and look at clothes online everyday.
URGH.
what a boring life i lead.

just a quick update.
i did one page of chinese yesterday.
i know a couple of phrases now!
i browsed through the first few pages of the SATs book.
math looks okay and english IS. SO. VERY. VERY. HARD.
looks like i'll have to do the barron's 1100 words book very diligently.

oh and i uploaded new pictures.

there has been abit of animosity and tension flying around both directly and indirectly. maybe more indirectly. it's rather unsettling and i'm glad to say that school is officially over, minus going back for chinese, because what i need right now is sleep and the warm comfort of home.

pw was full of ramblings and i had a really bad feeling the moderaters were rather irritated with me because i wouldn't stop talking.
overall, it was all right and OVER.
for that i am glad.
spent a good half hour or so discussing personalities and our very own 5-point theory from hellholes to paradise with jame :)

been feeling highly inadequate recently because of the sudden influx of blogs with incomprehensible (to me at least) vocabulary.
i have no idea what alchemy or vestigial or salubrious means.
and even if i knew, i wouldn't know how to aptly insert it into paragraphs.
it is an indication that i must broaden my horizons, read more READ MORE REAAAAAD MORRRRE.
read more educational books so i can spin theories, give insightful comments and pepper my GP essays with a wider range of apt vocabulary.
but too bad for me, my favourite books are feel-good books, my favourite movies are chick-flicks or tearjerkers and my favourite TV shows are drama serials which most find completely mindless (but i like to believe there are many lessons i can learn from there).

okay i shall devote this week to chinese and SATs.
and HOME SWEEEEEEET HOME.
i miss it so very muchly :(